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Lockdown Love
        Raman Meditiya
        (SYBAF)


                                            Po  Padhi Padhi Jag Mua, Pandit Bhayo Na Koi
                                        Dhai Akshar Prem Ko Padhe So Pandit Hoye ~ (Kabir Das)

        I hope you have experienced love, even for a short moment, even with the wrong person. I hope
        you know how it feels to know that someone out there wants to be around you, someone is
        trying hard to talk to you, to get near to you, to tell you how much they care for you, but are not
        able to speak up or type a message of love for you. The throat chokes before making the
        u erance and/or at the moment of clicking on the 'Send' bu on, somehow the thumb gets
        frozen and the thought, the emo on, the passion cannot be transformed into words.
         That feeling of immense pleasure, that feeling which brings a surge of happiness is Love. It is a
        feeling that some live with and some die for. Being a theist, I believe what Lord Krishna has said.
        For him 'Love' is above everything in the world, even above him. According to Lord Krishna love is
        the most powerful weapon, power and feeling also the biggest curse.
        Love, according to me is more than a feeling or an ac on when we are together with our beloved, rather it is missing one's beloved
        when one is apart. I first sensed this beau ful emo on during the lockdown. I was desperate. Voice calls, video calls, text
        messages, images and emojis were inadequate. I wanted to be with my beloved in person. This despera on was a realiza on which
        was fulfilled a er a two year lapse. Each moment of togetherness was so precious. Even the blinking of the eyes at every three
        seconds interval was a distrac on and a waste of  me for me. She was speaking, but I was not listening…I was just looking and
        looking spell-bound when to break my trance she tapped on my shoulder and said, "Are you even listening to me?"


             Words of the Soul                        The Scent of the Sun                 The Whispering Voice


                                                    Tina Aswani (M.Com. II)


         Even before we learn to speak              I remain s ll peacefully               The Whispering Voice
         We are made to bend to the rules of society  Taking a gander at the deligh ul sky  The head feels heavy
         Even before we have learnt to              Cherishing how you fall                Thoughts are eerie
          stand upright                             underneath the mists                   Loud and thunderous are
         The paths that we desire to walk           Delicately losing space                my words
         Are the ones that we are expected          I follow you go down                   Wai ng for ears to hear.
         to never cross                             As you gradually paint the sky
         Happiness becomes a myth                   A shade changing pale e                A lump in the throat
         We are constantly made to gulp             The show starts at five                 A head loaded with echoes
         our words                                  Best seats are largely free yet filled  Wan ng to scream out aloud
         And overcompensate each ac on              You can just gaze upward               Yet I have no heads turning around.
         With widely preached social                At the point when it turns wonderful   Is the urge to be understood in
         misconcep ons                              Like a half sucked orange candy        silence, normal?
         Our decisions are discussed                That we held with clingy fingers        Is this mess in my psyche, right?
         Our failures are considered downfalls      This transforms into raspberry         Is it common not being able to
         We are given no chance to explain          Leaving the blue and pink sky           make sense
         our stance                                 Giving one an expecta on               Or, is it just me that is disabled?
         Society is vain                            That each shade changes
         Its expecta ons of human beings            Some stand out, some are subdued
         are a bane.                                As in people and as in life.
                                                    Where some cast shadows and
                                                    some live in shadows.
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